1:26am/8-28-11

Songs That Make Me Feel Good:

"Brass In Pocket" by The Pretenders

"Walking On Broken Glass" by Annie Lennox

"Train In Vain" by The Clash

"Your Love Is My Drug" by Ke$ha

"Til The World Ends" by Britney Spears

"Cecilia" by Simon and Garfunkel

"Walking On A Dream" by Empire of the Sun

"Bombay" by El Guincho

"Los Adolescentes" by Dënver

"We Own The Sky" by M83

"Little Secrets" by Passion Pit

"Deli" by Delorean

"First and Cherry" by The Exes

"Californication Theme" by Tree Adams

"Giving Up The Gun" by Vampire Weekend

"Electric Feel" by MGMT

"Home" by Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros

"Radio Gaga" by Queen

"Forever" by Chris Brown

"City Is Mine" by Jay-Z

"Flashback" by Calvin Harris

"4 am" by Kaskade (Adam K and Soha remix)

"Perfect" by The Smashing Pumpkins

....I'm sure there are plenty I'm forgetting, and I'm sure some of those listed I will change my opinion on later, but for now, I'm tired. Goodnight. 2:29 am.

1:05am/8-28-11

Home alone weathering Hurricane Irene. A true test of my strength (mentally and emotionally). Bring it on, Mother Nature.

12:33pm/8-23-11

E-mailing people and trying to be friends as if I had any. Must learn to be graceful. Must learn how to talk and relate to people better. So many interesting people around me, I want to learn about them and hear their ideas and opinions.

11:30am/8-23-11

After all that has happened with Sarah, and the long silence, I still feel the desire to know her. Deeply. Find out who she is under all the layers, and why she is so damaged. I have no doubt that most of this impulse comes from loneliness and lust. I also believe that I see her as a sort of mirror for myself: uncovering the source of her scars may reveal something about my own.